Wednesday, May 19, 2010

"Why were we at the lake house, and why did you have his pasta and camera?"

I cannot believe how stuck on this I am. I have been stuck on it for years, and I finally thought I was done. I just can't help but feel that the end is not now. That it will be a lasting thing. The only thing more unnerving than not knowing is thinking you know but not being sure. It doesn't help that I can't get away from it. It gets brought up all the time. I am truly fine, I don't feel hurt or wanting. I feel great, but I don't want to be stuck on this anymore.





after watching the movie "ONCE" on Sunday night with Amber and Josh and now listening to the Swell Season I have really been wanting to go to Ireland. It is such a magical place. Im just sad I was as fatigued as I was when I went last year.


Just checked my final grades. Somehow managed an A in Human Bio and Lab, as well as in Psychology. I thought I would be getting a B at best in Psychology considering I really didn't put much effort into it, and on my final I skipped the 2 essay questions I was supposed to do. I can't believe is. In Math I got a B..... I thought I was going to have an A for sure in that class, I help on to an A for most of the semester. I was sad to lose it in the end.

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