Saturday, April 30, 2011

Big brave girl


Last night while out Salsa dancing, Filmon asked me if I was shy. HAHAHHAHAHA
Me shy??? That is funny.
If I was before I certainly am not very shy now.
It is hard getting me to shut up most of the time.
I'm sorry about how badly I am neglecting blogging. I am just .
sidetrack by so many things. I have been busy the last few days, between work, my last day of class, and random other muses.
I did finish my mission medic class on Tuesday. Some of the class left Thursday night for Zimbabwe.


I also have started organizing and packing. I have a pile in one corner of my room that is apartment stuff, a giant suitcase in the middle of the floor that is for Dubia, and one small little pile for Ecuador. HOOORAY!!!
Now I just need boxes.

Alyee and I are getting so excited about moving in together. We went thrifting the other day and bought some cups, and just got to know each other better. It was a great time. I really think that Alyee and I will have a great time as room-mates. :]
I also managed to buy a french press for 5 dollars the other day. BRILLIANT!!!!

I have to leave for work in  a half hour, right now I am multi-tasking. Stretching and reading. hehehe
:]



Tuesday, April 26, 2011

finished with this chapter....

and on to the next. 
Tonight was the last night of my Mission Medic class. 
We had to work through a few scenarios and then we went around and just encouraged each other. We took turns just pointing out great things we see in each other. 
What an encouragement. I felt that I couldn't articulate myself well so I probably ended up sounding like a fool.

I can't believe I'm done. 
Now on to the next phase. 
I leave for Dubai in a bit over a week. 
Tomorrow I am planning to scooter downtown for a job interview.
I also now have a bed to go with my couch. :]
I'm not sure how to even proceed from here. Being gone for most of the next two months may complicate things. 

I guess the next thing for me to work on is packing. My suitcase is going to have alot of things for my parents and family. hahaha
I just keep getting things that need to go to them, and I just got an email asking for me to bring some things. 
I need to remember to buy those things tomorrow.

   I am so ready to go overseas and start doing medical work. 
I am a bit envious of the team that leaves for Zimbabwe on Thursday.
I know that Dubai will be an adventure, but my heart really desires to be doing medical work, to be with the least of these.
I know it will happen very soon though. 
I am excited to see my family though, and be in the heat of Dubai. 

Sorry for how random this is. I am a bit sidetrack by this picture.
and this one
note the size of their arms.
It's breaking my heart.
If you decide to feel sorry for yourself do a google image search of Marasmus.
Suddenly that new iPhone or TV seems trivial doesn't it???
Anyways, its off to bed for me. 


Thursday, April 21, 2011

learning how to wield a needle


I finally got around to looking at the photos on a memory card that was given to me by a mission medic alumni.
The card was given to me so that I could update the mission medic blog, and me being so on top of things all the time immediately stuck it in my pocket and forgot about it until weeks later at 1am. 
 They are photos of the class learning to start IVs as well as doing some labs. 
This is me poking a needle into my second or third victim. 
The future Dr.Clayton
Shekinah taking a stab at Les also. 
Testing Manaal for HIV and Malaria. 

Shekinah also doing some lab tests.

Katie and Manaal collecting results

Even more HIV and Malaria tests!

I love how happy the class gets when we do hands on skills. 
We all laugh and really enjoy ourselves.
That is a sign that we really love what we are learning.


ON another note, I was almost ashamed when I noticed that of the 5 videos on the memory card you could hear me talking in the background of probably 4 of them. I thought I had started talking less in class.
 

Wednesday, April 20, 2011

cacao to cacao!



It was great to talk to Josh B (thehindenburg) today.
I sure do miss that kid. He speaks on the same wave lengths as I do which makes for a brilliant conversation.
He is looking to visit once I am settled into my new apartment and have had a chance to hopefully kill off the travel bug for a bit. I am so excited for the future. I am so blessed.
It is interesting how much my thought process has changed over the years. I no longer look at things and think "I would like to have money some day" or " I really want that, and that, and that.".
I just think instead about how little I care about all of that stuff. I have more fun sitting out in the grass with a good friend just enjoying life, or going for walks, or sleeping. Minimalism is the way to go I think. I am just so spoiled though. I have everything I could need.

In other great news.
I found out today that my remaining balance on the Ecuador trip is much lower than I thought. Like 300 dollars lower. Such a blessing.

I also got to enjoy some time with my dearest little sister Brooklyn. She is so sweet. We walked in the rain to Subway, then sat on my bedroom floor and ate our subs while watching a movie.
My stomach has shrunk so much lately that after eating that sub  my stomach was hating me.

Shekinah and I then planned to go Salsa dancing, only to find out from Jesus right after we left her house that the place we were going to was closed. That was a bit upsetting.
It has truly been a good day though.

I am going to go to bed now; I have to be up and out for work in about 3 hours.
Stupid opening shifts.

Tuesday, April 19, 2011

WIng night never dissapoints

Yes, a new background. "Really?" you ask.
"really!" Is my response. 
I know it is bright, but that is how I am feeling these days. Even though sometimes I may be slightly embarrassed by how "bright" I can be, I am learning to embrace it. (let me know if it is TOO bright and I will change it for you.)The fonts are all different and diverse like my thoughts and expressions, and the colors all slightly different, like my indecisive self.
I like it, and I hope it will do for now.
Heaven knows I change it enough.

Also I have this idea, I'm not sure how I am going to set it all up, but if I succeed it will be cool.
SO news.
Yesterday was such a LONGGGG day. 
Sunday night I closed at work (I also put in my 2 weeks)
then Monday I started work at 3pm and didn't leave the store until 12:40.
Then today I work for only 4 hours and then had to rush off to school.
Manaal, being the sweetheart that she is, 
saved the bed for me and found a truck to use for delivery.
Seeing as  how it is wing night we headed out to BWW. 
I drove my scooter in the freezing cold, all the way across town.
Our friends Nate (who I met through Shekinah) was there,
along with Filmon, (our new Ethiopian friend) that Shekinah and I met Salsa dancing. 

It was a great time, and we all got along so well. 
I guess that is what happens when you get a bunch of really interesting, colorful people together and throw in some chicken wings.
It was a brilliant time. The ride home was freezing though. 
I am really going to miss Shekinah so much!
I hate that life is taking us different ways. 
She has been such an encouragement to me the last few months.


Monday, April 18, 2011

Today is the day

I woke up with a spring in my step (when I finally did get out of bed that is) and set to work.
I am starting to get things in order to move out of my host family's house and into an apartment with my new room-mate Alyee. This move won't take place until late June when I am back from my many trips but I figure it would be most respectful to my Host family to have my stuff packed up and stored out of their way while I am gone. Brenda (My room-mate now) is really good to me. She would be totally fine with me leaving my stuff thrown about in my room, but I will not do it anyway.
Ok end of rant;
So I started washing the sheets and towels that were given to me by a dear friend of mine and started taking down decorations in my room. I am getting flash backs to about 9 months ago, only with about half the stuff, half the boxes and twice the anxiety about how I am going to get what where and what I am going to need over seas.
  I am very well pleased with myself. I packed some boxes, and running my second load of laundry through and about to get ready to work (after I finish my cup of tea) a 10 hour.  I just have to keep reminding myself "Ethiopia, Ethiopia, Ethiopia, Ethiopia".
I'm sorry that my blogging has fallen to the wayside reciently. I have been busy but I feel like I have been doing the same things that I always do, and blog about so why re-blog them over and over. I can only blog about Salsa dancing so many times, and about eating with Shekinah and Clayton, or about work, and scooter problems (oh that reminds me, I have pics to post about fixing my scooter the other day).
SO I guess I do have things to tell. Maybe in the AM once I am home from work.
Until then.

Sunday, April 17, 2011

has it been 8 months already

I put in my two-weeks notice at work tonight. I'm sad to think about not working there anymore. I will miss alot of my co-workers, and some of the regulars. I know great things are ahead though.
I don't really have anything more to say.
I will be working a really really long shift tomorrow.
3pm to 1am. Totally worth it.
Night!

Saturday, April 16, 2011

tired feet

I don't know what has happened, but after salsa tonight my legs are very tired and achy. Oh man!!
So GREAT NEWS!!!
Today, Shekinah and I fixed my scooter. Remember when I was talking about failing miserably at trying before? Well we were able to fix it. :]
It required us to take off some of the body on the front of it and tighten a bolt that was terribly hard to reach. We had to improvise a bit, but we figured it out. :]
To celebrate we hit up U-Swirl and got some frozen yogurt. :]
Tonight at work I got the best compliment. One of the regulars found out that I am going to be leaving there in a few weeks (to go to Dubai) and I am not planning on coming back to the coffee shop after. He told me that he is sad to hear I am leaving because I "make the place.". Umm wow compliment much???
SO flattering.

Salsa dancing tonight was un-eventful. I was so out of it, and I can still smell the alcohol that was on some of the guys breath, and it has been hours. GAG!!!!
It was fun though, and I got to dance with some REALLY good guys who had never asked me before. One is really really good, and I just love his energy and excitement, the other I had never seen before but he was amazing.  It was fun.
I am glad to be home and snuggled into bed now. I have to work in a few hours so I had best get to bed.


Thanks for being you!!!!

Thursday, April 14, 2011

BAHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!

I'm so excited I can hardly stand myself!!!!!!!!!!!
 A change of atmosphere, 
my family,
MY PUPPY,
my niece and nephews,
ADVENTURE,
FOOD,
camels,
celebrating my birthday

3 WEEKS!
I cannot get over how blessed I am. 
ALSO, not to change the subject much, but my wish may come true to visit Ethiopia this summer. 
If I can raise the funds that is.
Please pray that the funds come in somehow for me.

Tuesday, April 12, 2011

I am sure I have posted this before, but it is worth re-posting and reading

The face that Moses had begged to see--was forbidden to see--was slapped bloody (Exodus 33:19-20). The thorns that God had sent to curse the earth's rebellion now twisted around his own brow...
"On your back with you!" One raises a mallet to sink in the spike. But the soldier's heart must continue pumping as he readies the prisoner's wrist. Someone must sustain the soldier's life minute by minute, for no man has this power on his own. Who supplies breath to his lungs? Who gives energy to his cells? Who holds his molecules together? Only by the Son do "all things hold together" (Colossians 1:17). The victim wills that the soldier live on--he grants the warrior's continued existence. The man swings.
As the man swings, the Son recalls how he and the Father first designed the medial nerve of the human forearm--the sensations it would be capable of. The design proves flawless--the nerves perform exquisitely. "Up you go!" They lift the cross. God is on display in his underwear and can scarcely breathe.
But these pains are a mere warm-up to his other and growing dread. He begins to feel a foreign sensation. Somewhere during this day an unearthly foul odor began to waft, not around his nose, but his heart. He feels dirty. Human wickedness starts to crawl upon his spotless being--the living excrement from our souls. The apple of his Father's eye turns brown with rot.
His Father! He must face his Father like this!
From heaven the Father now rouses himself like a lion disturbed, shakes his mane, and roars against the shriveling remnant of a man hanging on a cross. Never has the Son seen the Father look at him so, never felt even the least of his hot breath. But the roar shakes the unseen world and darkens the visible sky. The Son does not recognize these eyes.
"Son of Man! Why have you behaved so? You have cheated, lusted, stolen, gossiped--murdered, envied, hated, lied. You have cursed, robbed, overspent, overeaten--fornicated, disobeyed, embezzled, and blasphemed. Oh, the duties you have shirked, the children you have abandoned! Who has ever so ignored the poor, so played the coward, so belittled my name? Have you ever held your razor tongue? What a self-righteous, pitiful drunk--you, who molest young boys, peddle killer drugs, travel in cliques, and mock your parents. Who gave you the boldness to rig elections, forment revolutions, torture animals, and worship demons? Does the list never end! Splitting family, raping virgins, acting smugly, playing the pimp--buying politicians, practicing exhortation, filming pornography, accepting bribes. You have burned down buildings, perfected terrorist tactics, founded false religions, traded in slaves--relishing each morsel and bragging about it all. I hate, loathe these things in you! Disgust for everything about you consumes me! Can you not feel my wrath?"
Of course the Son is innocent. He is blamelessness itself. The Father knows this. But the divine pair have an agreement, and the unthinkable must now take place. Jesus will be treated as if personally responsible for every sin ever committed.
The Father watches as His heart's treasure, the mirror-image of himself, sinks drowning into raw, liquid sin. Jehovah's stored rage against humankind from every century explodes in a single direction.
"Father! Father! Why have you forsaken me?!"
But heaven stops its ears. The Son stares up at the One who cannot, who will not, reach down or reply.
The Trinity had planned it. The Son endured it. The Spirit enabled him. The Father rejected the Son whom he loved. Jesus, the God-man from Nazareth, perished. The Father accepted his sacrifice for sin and was satisfied. The Rescue was accomplished.


-The rescue (no i didnt write this, it was in a book)

Dear Future Husband;


I can't wait! 
It will be great to hold hands with you; 
sometimes the spaces between my skinny, little fingers get lonely. 


Monday, April 11, 2011

A few notes on my crazy weekend

Guess what came in the mail today??????
An envelop, and in that envelop was a passport, a bright shiny NEW passport! It took exactly 3 weeks to get here. That is great considering they say it should take 4-6 weeks. :]



   How have I been spending the last few days/ weeks during which I haven't been blogging. Well let me tell you in a sort of vague way.
 I have been doing some working, which included an opening shift on Friday which considering my night owl tendencies left me working on 3 hours of sleep.
I failed while attempting to fix some stuff on my scooter.
 I bought an MP3 player which was on sale for $20.
 I salsa danced Friday night until 2am, it was a GREAT night of dancing.
 Stayed over at Shekinah's house.
Worked Saturday afternnoon-evening.
Watched Portlandia and 500 Days of summer with Clayton and Shekinah while consuming pizza, bread sticks and a ridiculous amount of tea.
Stayed over at Shekinah's again,
Went to church Sunday morning, ran home to shower, then went back to the church to go over Mission Medic blog.
Worked Sunday night from 6:30-close.
Watched Tangled into the am hours this morning.
Slept wayyyy too much.
Walked to the bank.
Spent time with my dearest Brooklyn.

Really I have been spending as much time as possible with Shekinah and Clayton because we are all going separate ways in about 4 weeks, and I am going to cry pretty hard. I will be flying out that day to see my parents so I will have about 20 hours in which to be upset on the plane.

I am excited about my upcoming adventures, but I will miss Shekinah and Clayton more than you can imagine.  They are great friends. I am going to miss wing night with them.

Sunday, April 10, 2011

He makes me brave. I know it is so hard to understand, but nothing feels more effortless than being brave and happy after making time for Him.

Wednesday, April 6, 2011

Seattle

blahhhh

Every time I go to load pictures from te road trip on here, it take tooooo long to load even one. Sorry, but you may not see many pictures of it.

Monday, April 4, 2011

I just want to read....ALL THE TIME!

                                                     Powell's books, Portland, OR




I know I am really really really far behind on my 365 pic things. I'm sorry. I will get to it. I am preparing a CPR presentation/teaching thing right now, so after that maybe.

Sunday, April 3, 2011

Oh Adventure, I love you


Got back to Boise at about 1 am Sunday morning, the 2nd of April.
My laptop is not connecting to the internet so blogging will have to wait. I am excited to show you pics from the Portland adventure. One thing is certian, it was an adventure from start to finish. It had all the makings of an adventure;
 car problems,
 no place to sleep,
 new friends,
brushing your teeth at a McDonalds,
seeing old friends in a random place,
getting stuck in a random snow storm,
 thrift store shopping,
 having to buy a new coat,
cheap-o hotel rooms,
 me forgetting my tooth brush somewhere,
walking all day,
finding yourself out in a bad part of town with Shekinah late at night while waiting for Clayton to pick you up,
Salsa dancing,
breathtaking nature,
laughing way too hard,
free samples,
late night snacks,
pizza and beer at a hole in the wal place,
being blessed with great places to stay the last three nights,
running on empty in the middle of nowhere,
inside jokes that never got old (at least not to me hehe),
spending less time at a destination thatn it took to drive to said place,
cold,cold,cold,
rain, rain, rain,
coffee,
doughnuts,
getting pulled over a few miles from home for something ridiculous,
and people watching.
  So many great things.
I couldn't think of a better way to spend my spring break.
LOVE MY LIFE!

About a month untill my next adventure! So excited to see my family for my birthday (all but my sister, I wish she was going to be there too)!
 Miss those babies an awful lot.

Friday, April 1, 2011

I finally found it!

The tea cup big enough to quench my giant thirst for tea!!!

Way blessed

Shekinah and I just got back from Salsa dancing in downtown Portland. It was a really fun time and I learned alot of new moves. Cannot wait to go to Boise Cafe next Friday and bust out my new skills. :]
We were WAY blessed with a free hotel room tonight, and a nice one at that. The last few days have been a total blessing. The trip started out a bit rough but things are working out. I blame Jesus for it all starting to work out. :] hehe
 We were able to stay in pretty much a mansion of a house last night and the night before that belonged to Devindas (our new Indian friend). We had some good tea, cozy beds, and some great laughs. :]
                                    This was the group pic right before we left this morning. :]


I will post more pictures once I am home and can sort them all. I have some on my phone and others on my camera, and all that jazz.

Oh btw Ania, when and if you read this, I think you belong in Portland. You are confident and just peculiar like the people here. I think you would love it.