Sorry about the lack of pictures these days.
How pathetic am I?
Here I am wishing for more adventure when I have experienced more adventure in the last year of my life than some people live in years of theirs.
I started working at H again (apparently we are not supposed to utter the actual identity of "H" online).
Last Friday I went in for a few hours and worked with my manager just to reaquant myself.
It felt like I had never left. I still remember how to make the drinks and do all that good stuff.
Then on Sunday I worked the closing shift by myself.
That meant working Happy Hour by myself. Thankfully it was not a super busy Happy hour.
I get a little bit nervous and shaky when making the drinks though.
Other than that, life has not been terribly exciting.
What have I been doing with myself?
Well I have been reading....learning Spanish....... and worrying though I try to justify it by calling it "planning".
I am spending time at the house of my friend Kara.
Her family has been really great about inviting me in to their family and sharing life with me.
It is nice to have a sort of family again.
They cook for me, and just care.
Not to sound dramatic but It is really hard not having a sort of stand in family especially now that I am not busy. When I am busy it is easier, but right now, not so much.
I am also looking for a 2nd job.
The funny thing is how hard it is for me to find work now.
Before I left the Country in May, I was being offered jobs left and right, but now....nada!
It is as though I cannot get life to work for me in Boise at all.
I am trying though.
I am getting curious as to what people are thinking about my last post.
It is alot to take in.
Granted a lot of my friends already knew the story, but not all of them.
What do you think??
I am leaving Idaho in December and just trusting in God to direct me from there.
I am pretty excited.
Am I going to give up on furthering my education?
NO WAY!
I am just going to take a bit of time off to be young and crazy.
Though I don't doubt that I will still be crazy once I am in school and once I graduate, and age has done a terrible job of maturing me and taking away my crazies.
Today I was walking with Brooklynn to the store and about embarrassed myself by some of the silly things I was doing and saying. i was hopping and skipping alot the sidewalk, and scatting like a little child.
Then I remembered I am 20. I am supposed to be kind of grown up. People my age get married and have babies don't they?
I am going to post another post out of my journal soon. It will talk about what else has been happening toward me being in Ecuador.
Please let me know what you are thinking!! I am really curious!
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