In denial

I am not ready to let this week start.
I am trying to hold on to the last moments of tonight.
I don't want to go to bed. I don't want to do tomorrow.
I'm just not ready.

Visa update:
I realized that I did not update you all of visa happenings.
About two weeks ago I recieved a letter in the mail requesting more evidence.
They wanted evidence that would demonstrate the my fiance and I had indeed met in person within the last two years. They also wanted to know a bit more about how we came to the agreement that we would marry.
After days of stressing and gathering, and printing, and copying, I managed to cram A LOT of paperwork into the small envelope that they provided me.
On Memorial Day the letter arrived at its destination.
We are now in the "evidence reviewing" stage.
Hopefully we will hear soon.
Our hope is that he will be here in time for my sister's wedding at the end on June.
Both the bride and groom are fond of my fiance and what him to be a part of the big day.
Ill be honest, I would like to have a dance partner and someone to hold hands with.
I could also enjoy seeing my boy all dressed up.


SO anyways, that is the story.
I think I am writing this more for my benefit than anyone else. If you do read this though, feel free to pray for our situation.
This may sound whiny and selfish, but I'm kind of tired of this long distance engagement, and lets be honest, 6 months apart is too long.