oh man. Im so tired. What a day. Aside from my bio lab and a quick cardio work out my day was not fun in the least. I feel like no matter what I do I can not get ahead of my homework and I dont even have that much. It's just homework and school plus work that is too much. I can't even get excited about te missions trip because I am so worried about missing class.

SO tired!!!
I really dont feel good and dont want to go to work. I worry I may be coming down with something. Not to mention it is monday and I am already behind on homework. But good news is that i have an A in math so far still.

Slightly heart broken

I'm really heart broken right now.
I am just so sad to see how bitter people are toward Christianity and God in general. Christianity maybe deserves hostility but not God. I'm sad to see what people have done in the name of Jesus. They go against everything He ever taught in an attempt to feel like they were doing something for Him. Rather than going out and hating on everyone who doesn't believe in God or in His word, we need to be reaching out in love and showing them His power in a tangible way. I know so many people that are against Christianity but they only know about it as the title. So many people claim it as a title when really that is all it is to them. Like a skater or punk rocker, or Indie, or prep, or jock title. Most of these people are "Posers" though.
Christianity at it's core is truely a life lived for Christ. It is realizing that life sucks and Jesus is the only thing that brings meaning, purpose, hope and peace to life. It is a life sold out to him. It is knowing that He truly does love us more than we can imagine. It is so hard to explain to somebody. It is something that you have to experience, you can't always logic it, but it is SOOOOOOOO real.
I don't believe it because my parents make me, or because I feel pressured to. I believe it and know it because it is so real. I have felt God's power. I have seen Him do miracles. I have felt Him with me when I went through the darkest days in my life, and I now have joy that only He gives. I know it is real, and I know it is so real that I am willing to die for Christ.


I only wish that Christians would stop holding non-believers to a christian standard. You can't do that. That is taking away somebody's free will, and Christianity gets a great part of its validity from the truth that we have a free will to except Jesus.


To all those who don't believe in Christ and think all Christians are idiots, well you need to stop believing the lies you hear about Christianity. You need to realize that alot of people claim Christianity falsely. Please do some digging for yourself. Try praying to God and ask Him to reveal Himself to you in a big way. If you really mean it, He will, and it will be huge.

oh man

I am stalling. I should be working on my Psych homework, but (and its a BIG BUT) I really can't seem to make myself.
At with Ania at some random family's house that she is house sitting for. I really don't want to study at all.
(Ania is in the kitchen singing Danny Boy and snuggling with one of the dogs.)
I am not looking forward to this quiz tonight. Im pretty sure I will do ok, but this morning in Bio class I got back a quiz from tuesday and I didn't get an A so my confidence is kinda shot. Lame I know. I am just trying so hard to get A's that I am not hppy about this quiz.
ehhhhh....................................

I have too much serotonin in my system to sleep

I really should go to bed, but I am basking in the stress free feeling of having all my psych reading done. That leaves me with only the task of studying for my quiz tomorrow night. Easy Peasy stuff.
I really have nothing important to say.
Great News of the day:
It looks like I will be able to advance a bunch (In fact most) of my wednesday night gymnasts. YAY!!
A special shout out to Aubrey who finally got her pull-over today. All that working out with me. I had her do so much arm conditioning, finally paid off. I am so proud!!!

That is all. Good night

I can't wait to spend saturday in my favorite little town with one of my all time favorite girls!
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19 days

Listening to :Fiddler on the roof - If I were a rich man. (hehe)




We leave in 19 days for Puerto Rico. Woo! It doesn't really seem real. I am so excited. I can't wait to see what God is going to do there. :]
When I think about it I feel almost like it is more God blessing me rather than Him using me to bless people.
I love to love people so I can't wait to go do that for a week. :]







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You want me to go where, Lord?
Puerto Rico?
You mean leave here in the winter and go there were it is hot?
Are you sure?


This doesn't quite seem fair. I suppose I will go there and suffer for you.

Happy February 1st!

My month is starting great.
Spent last night with a beautiful friend.
Billy got here (in the area) to stay last night !
:]
Got my math quiz from last friday back. Yeah, I aced it!
I'm just so excited!
I don't really want to go to work tonight though.